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i wanted to start on my 10 page critique, but obviously not quite brave enough :/ ended up strolling around the pool and condo blocks with kai, and exercising at the random exercise corner that i have never been to (after being here for more than half a year) at past midnight. i love walks with kai (:

TODAY WAS NOT MY DAY. dont know if its my fugly lips or what, but everything felt like shit to me today. down and out, super burnt out. i cannot wait for exams to be over (repeats it about 200 times) then i can leave here (not for good). buttt i got to see jess and jo together in school (: felt kind of surreal, like back to secondary school days. i had this instinct to get my food and plop right beside them even though they are done eating, i know they'll wait for me to finish mine before embarking on their study session haha(:

gumert got angry in class today (one of the most interesting thing for a monday seriously). we got talked down like primary school children but ohwell, as long as it's gumert, we'll put up with his temper!!!! joyce's class was a bore as usual, and the stupid pop quiz was more of a trick questions then real tests of intelligence. so i dont know if i should be happy scoring a 1 out of 4 for trick questions hmmm.

I NEED TO GET DOWN TO SERIOUS WORK SERIOUSLY.
STOP FLOATING AROUND.
STOP BEING IN YOUR OWN DREAMWORLD, RACHEL.
PLEASE WAKE UP,
EVERYONE IS BURIED AND DROWNED BY THEIR BOOKS. EXCEPT YOU.