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“It’s tough when someone special starts to ignore you, but it’s even tougher to pretend that you don’t mind.”

i cannot fight this feeling of. why did we even talk about it. but then things could have turned out better if u responded according to what i would like to hear. then again, what makes me think that you would actually know what i was dying to hear? it sounded like you probably could not care less about our future. oh wait. maybe in your standards, THE future. there is no "ours" to talk about.

maybe.

talking to sab makes me think that things could have turned out better if only i was brave enough.
brave enough to retaliate
brave enough to say sorry first
brave enough to leave you
then maybe, maybe, there would be something or someone better out there, like what they always say. it is always so tough to take the first step. its something about the novelty that scares me. i won't know when i'll take the first step. or will i take it at all?

is it always true that the grass is greener on the other side?
because right now i just wished i was on the same side as you.