this is so cute.

(:

maybe i just don't want to be a fairy anymore. i don't want to be your little girl, but at the same time, i cannot stop being. and i know i am trapped. for a long time. i may never get out of this. it is like this game of push and pull that we have been playing for a long time. i try to push - and everytime i do it, i do it gently because i know you will eventually still reel me in.

it is so difficult to want everything, and sometimes, nothing at all.