although sometimes i might say i don't care, i wished you never took it literally. i am actually hoping for something this valentines day. i mean, no harm receiving something sweet from the one you love on this day commissioned by Mr Cupid himself. it's almost like making a fuss out of your 21st birthday YEARLY. but then, surely some flowers are an awesome gift to perk you up? (i highly doubt i will receive any from kai cos he knows i think that flowers are a waste of money haha) plus, its been 5 years going on 6. not that valentines day is not special anymore, but it kinda loses its essence in my opinion. simply because i really believe that, every moment i spend with kai, is valentine-ish. cliche but it really is true (: for some reason, we always have moments in a day when we tell each other how much we think we are important to one another. i'm just afraid that, one day, it becomes comfort instead of love. very very very afraid of losing the passion. Because the time we have been together is mighty long, other couples on the "we have been together for ages" list gets shorter and shorter (or longer depending on how u see it), and ultimately we get left alone, moving along the track to so-called undying love for each other. there's is no "model" couple for us to imitate or to see how to get relationships working. but that's where love is most amazing. it keeps 2 strangers together for a long time, even when the going gets tough.
i cannot swear undying love, but what i can swear is to make things work and cherish whatever i have for now.
