because,

i found this endearing because kai tells me this all the time.

biopsych screwed me today ): because i didnt know that the test was worth 30% weightage (OMG STILL CANNOT GET OVER THE SHOCK), i studied like it was only 10%. very very regretful. i promised myself, no more blur days ahead. rachel is going to change. no more going to the wrong venues, no more not knowing the assignment's percentage before doing it, and no more setting ambitious deadlines that will only serve to undermine my determination. work very, very hard.

new year is almost ending (feels like).

i should be planning my birthday SOON.