♥

i really miss you, even if sometimes u feel that i don't, i do.

people dont get the stress that we are under sometimes. it is like, we are being overestimated for our ability. really, my stress-coping mechanisms are about to hit threshold level. and i hope you understand even as i'm smiling and telling you that everything is ok and under control. because things are not. i can feel my insides cracking and falling apart. but i dont expect you to fix me. i will fix myself.

dionne, another picture of us for u (: havent got time to upload, have no idea how to shrink picture sizes and fb is failing me ):