The scariest things in life.

one of the scariest things in life is to be forgotten.

thinking about being forgotten makes u feel lonely, and sad, instantly. the time spent working things out and ensuring something was build upon for, gone in moments. we are people-people creatures ultimately. we can choose to live lives of hermit, but would we want to? i won't wanna die one day with no one remembering my previous existence.

its awful thinking about it. so i shall stop thinking about it for a moment.
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today was not mighty productive ): could have used my time in better ways other than getting to hooked to cooking mama 2 (dinner with friends!). now i know why boys spend their weekends on psps and lan shops. the nintendo ds is evil. i must return to my neighbour one day, butttttt i just cannot make it leave me! my parents were asking me about my 21st birthday (argh) and i seriously have no mood for planning it ): but i shall stop fb invites soon to just a few friends. thinking about planning, execution, and the event's aftermath makes me stressed. i can only handle THIS much at one time.

new year's coming. a little excited about spring cleaning (: crazy i know, but i hate dust. and germs scare me.